Lyrics

[Hook]
I've been hazy
Drove me crazy
I Feel so Responsible
For the way we wound up lately 
Hold myself accountable
I've been hazy
Drove me crazy
I Feel so Responsible
For the way we wound up lately 
Hold myself accountable

[Post-Hook]
All the smoke makes this room hazy, wow
So why don’t you toke up and get lazy now?

[Verse]
I've been a little bit more than a little bit fucked up
I'll admit it
Sinning a little bit more than a lot of you choose to forget
So what?
I'm off a cup and a couple of blunts
Fuck a rotation
I do my own stunts
I'll pull up like a big shot
But you know 
That I'm not
Okay today
Or any other for what it matters
Okay today
I’ll get off my ass and show a little more than I did
Before I knew what life is 
Or was
But don’t correct my grammar 
Unless you knew me as Kidd
Or hell, as a small little kid
Picked on
Don’t fit in
Was it cause of my fit?
Ma, can I have some new kicks?
I meant the swish not K-Swiss
I should be happy for gifts
But now I'm throwing a fit
I'd go back to that bliss
And pay a lot for that shit

Man, pay a lot for that shit

And mom I'm still sorry
For that nonsense I pulled
Back then
I am 
Yes ma'am

[Hook]
I've been hazy
Drove me crazy
I Feel so Responsible
For the way we wound up lately 
Hold myself accountable
I've been hazy
Drove me crazy
I Feel so Responsible
For the way we wound up lately 
Hold myself accountable

[Post-Hook]
All the smoke makes this room hazy, wow
So why don’t you toke up and get lazy now?

[Hook]
These days I don’t go home for Holidays
Please pray for me though I fade away
Memories are funny things 
They play their tricks and then they leave
Oh what a way
What a waste
Presently I'm missing me
I pray for it 
Never believed
Oh what a way
What a waste

[Verse]
Back to the basics
Gotta hit the hay first
I'm exhausted
My bones ache
I hurt
But I made my bed
My yurt
That means I lay in it
Dug my grave 
I've lived in dirt
Might as well be one with Earth
But mother nature changes course
I speak in prose of course
Who knows Terra's worth?
Terraform my bitter birth 
Into value
More than market shorts
And taking shots at lazy courts
Only from my couch in shorts
Cause I'm too cozy 
I can’t move
But I swear I got shit to prove
What's it to you if I do me?
If I win
Is that you lose?
Never been
My decision 
What you choose
And you’re still at my neck 
Like sweatshirt crews
And groups of youths when Goofy troops
Like Disneyland
My fantasies are miles away and cost a grand
Well
Probably a whole lot more
Can't wait for what's in store
But I forgot my card
Do y'all take credit anymore?
Wish I still got paid for chores
Guess that why them dishes piling
I can bear the cost
Not anymore
Depression raised it's rent again
So I'm clocking in 
Lowest bid

[Hook]
These days I don’t go home for Holidays
Please pray for me though I fade away
Memories are funny things 
They play their tricks and then they leave
Oh what a way
What a waste
Presently I'm missing me
I pray for it 
Never believed
Oh what a way
What a waste

[Bridge]
I'm wasted
Don’t know if
I'll make it
Or wake up
No choice so
I'll fake it
Until I learn to take it

[Verse 2]
To be honest your Honor
There's no honor in me
Woke up too late for that cab
I missed out on that lead
I'm in love with bad luck
I'm fucked up
I can’t sleep
I can’t breath so save me
And if you can’t then miss me
With bullshit or in your hearts
I'm sorry it drove us apart
I never meant to drop your guard 
But apologies don’t go that far

[Hook]
These days I don’t go home for Holidays
Please pray for me though I fade away
Memories are funny things 
They play their tricks and then they leave
Oh what a way
What a waste
Presently I'm missing me
I pray for it 
Never believed
Oh what a way
What a waste

[Outro]
I'm in love with my bad luck
I hope I don’t get too stuck
I'm in love with my bad luck
I hope I don’t get too stuck

[Hook]
Will you pick apart my soul
Lord knows
I could use some therapy
Been a minute since I broke and felt whole
I should Let it out of me
Will you pick apart my soul
Lord knows
I could use the therapy
Been a minute since I broke and felt whole
I should Let it out of me

[Verse 1]
Casually I'm after things
Chasing new realities
I'd rather be me
But I change on repeat
"There he goes again"
"A walking contradiction"
I'll try harder to express myself 
But hey I'm not too good with diction
I'm more a fan of living fiction
Vicariously envy wishing
Then I end up benefitting 
Everyone but my own business
And maybe I should mind my fitness
Take some time to take some care too
If you catch me know I'm there for you
You can trust in me
Maybe then
I can too
Try to brush off some your passion
Add your red to all my blues
Turn them into violet hues 
Purple shades would probably do
Wonders for my sanity
Until then I'll just chromakey 
Out these cloudy skies and darker greys
I keep inside of me
Later I'll try lavender
And see if I can find some sleep

[Hook]
Will you pick apart my soul
Lord knows
I could use some therapy
Been a minute since I broke and felt whole
I should Let it out of me
Will you pick apart my soul
Lord knows
I could use the therapy
Been a minute since I broke and felt whole
I should Let it out of me

But I can’t 

[Verse 2]
I've been meaning
To tell you things I probably should before
Before I do just promise me
You'll try your best to ignore
My shortcomings
All running
Faster than my thoughts sometimes
What's on your mind?
I'd tell you what’s on mine
But first I'd have to have the time
But I don’t
It's been so long since I did 
Aristotle probably has the quote
Since then I've been missing quotas
Sorries just don’t feed the kids
Blistered by that speed again
Damn
Burnt out
My candle done run out of ends 
On both sides
Maybe you could 
Cosign
For the lease
At the least
If you need it, here's a ring
And I guess you can add the broken name and everything that brings

[Hook]
Will you pick apart my soul
Lord knows
I could use some therapy
Been a minute since I broke and felt whole
I should Let it out of me
Will you pick apart my soul
Lord knows
I could use the therapy
Been a minute since I broke and felt whole
I should Let it out of me

[Scat solo]

[Hook]
I've seen some better days
Health been in better ways
Hell I need better shades 
To paint out these greys
I've seen some better days
Health been in better ways
Hell I need better shades 
To paint out these greys


[Verse 1]
Brandishing iron to sharpen the same
Candles are burning 
I can’t take the flame
Can’t say I thought that I’d ever end up this lame
Named myself Tendo cause life is a game
But I'm outta coins at the arcade
I’d be a normal boy but it's arcane
Kinda insane 
The way that my brain
Won’t let me see it plainly or the same as you
Well here's the brutal truth
I won’t lie to you
The only time I talk out loud is when I'm in the booth
I'm not quite out of order
Nah, I just got disorders
So if you’re checking the menu
Just be careful what you ordered
Cause I'm 86ed 
Said in Layman's shit
Yeah I'm nixed
But I gotta itch, this scratch
That manifests itself as my desire
If I quit my bitching maybe I can start up my empire
Tell me if my rhymes get tired
I'll go brush up my entire lexicon for you
If all it takes is changing text up on you
Then I'll be the next up out the venue

Then I’ll show you what sin do
But I never meant to

[Hook]
I've seen some better days
Health been in better ways
Hell I need better shades 
To paint out these greys
I've seen some better days
Health been in better ways
Hell I need better shades 
To paint out these greys

[Verse 2]
Christ almighty
I don’t think I got the fight in me
I can fake it for a little while
But man its gonna take the life in me
To dig up out of this
To start to give a shit
To take a couple steps toward being better towards myself
And watch my health
Instead always pushing my goals back up on the shelf

[Hook]
I've seen some better days
Health been in better ways
Hell I need better shades 
To paint out these greys
I've seen some better days
Health been in better ways
Hell I need better shades 
To paint out these greys

I know I need some better shades but tonight I'm feeling Down

[Hook]
Signature emotive
But it's just the way I function
If you do it like I do it
It's all sacrifice or nothing
Signature emotive
But it's just the way I function
If you do it like I do it
It's all sacrifice or nothing

[Verse 1]
Make me more aware of my own mortality
Nah, I'm begging for real
Spill my guts out all in front of me
Not literally
Are you crazy?
Put that knife away
And while you’re at it if you could
Pull a dozen out my back 
Okay?
Take me back to days of Black Parade
Easier than these
I was easy to appease
Now if I'm sober I don’t breathe
Can't speak
Without at least a couple grams inside of me
Half an ounce a week
In a jar on the side of me
That's only if I'm budgeting
I don’t ask my rate
Thought I'd be better off that way
But let's be real
As of late
That's too much shit up on my plate
I'm begging for a blank slate
But I'll save that for a rainy day
I glitched out my aesthetic
Thinking maybe then they'll get it
If it isn’t clear enough
I'm a mess obsessed with excess
Chromatically an aberration 
Jesus Christ I suck at patience
If I keep on waitin
I'm either makin or I'm breakin

[Hook]
Signature emotive
But it's just the way I function
If you do it like I do it
It's all sacrifice or nothing
Signature emotive
But it's just the way I function
If you do it like I do it
It's all sacrifice or nothing

[Verse 2]
Let grab your ear for a second and pull you over here
I'll explain my process and make all that static disappear
Sorry I don’t say that much
I know it makes me "pretty weird"
Don’t like to apologize
Call I envy, name it pride
Want my name known nation wide
But I don’t like to go outside
Keep my network pretty small
Otherwise I like to hide
From myself and others
Man I barely know my brother
And I terrified to go through recent calls
I should call my mother

Fuck I'm feeling awful
Stomach flipped like waffles
Stop it? Yeah I wanna
It's not like I do it for the thrill of it
I'm falling will you follow

Down
Ashes to ashes we all fall 
Down

[Hook]
Signature emotive
But it's just the way I function
If you do it like I do it
It's all sacrifice or nothing
Signature emotive
But it's just the way I function
If you do it like I do it
It's all sacrifice or nothing

[Verse 1]
Fell asleep discordant
Woke up missing organs
Sorta out order
So I'm sorting my priorities
Wrote my story 
History
If you please
I'll ease up
Let me squeeze
And make a little room for mental clarity
No I'm not a charity
Can't afford to do it free
My time is running out
So my hours ain't as cheap
If I take a sec to hit you back
I'm sorry it ain't deep
Leave a message at the beep
Screening calls so naturally
I'm causally a casualty
Of my lack of discipline and apathy
Not that I lack sympathy for any other being
I'm just being more reclusive
My attention span exclusive
If I'm dreaming then it's lucid
Never asked you for your two cents
I'm a nuisance
With a new sense of sensation
And a lack of common sense
Covered by a blanket statement
I'm impatient as a patient in the waiting room
Wait your turn they'll see you soon

[Hook]
Everything that glitters never adds much to my value
Change my mind a thousand times it wouldn't shift my worldview
Keep it all in rearview
Focus on what's near you
Know it ain't that easy
Trust me I got fears too
Everything that glitters never adds much to my value
Change my mind a thousand times it wouldn't shift my worldview
Keep it all in rearview
Focus on what's near you
Know it ain't that easy
Trust me I got fears too

[Verse 2]
Wishing for a different tune 
But me and life are rivals
Call us Dr. Reed and Victor Doom
Comically I'm speaking truth
Canonically a missing tooth
In the mouth of someone's god I don’t remember praying to
Sorry
Tell me
Who are you?
I don’t mean to come off rude
Please excuse my attitude
But watch your tone and how you move
Remember who you're talking to
Running every avenue
And searching every alley
For the road to El Dorado
Cause I could use the AU

[Hook]
Everything that glitters never adds much to my value
Change my mind a thousand times it wouldn't shift my worldview
Keep it all in rearview
Focus on what's near you
Know it ain't that easy
Trust me I got fears too
Everything that glitters never adds much to my value
Change my mind a thousand times it wouldn't shift my worldview
Keep it all in rearview
Focus on what's near you
Know it ain't that easy
Trust me I got fears too

[Bridge]
Paved my way with gold intentions
Good thing heaven's only fiction
Sleep it off and wake up different
Least I hope them Z's been missing

[Bridge 2]
I wish you well from the wishing well
Throw me in and pray
I find some change
I wish you well
From the Wishing well
Throw me in
Wish me well

[Outro Hook]
I'm not golden call me copper
I've been stolen once or twice please don’t bother
I'm not golden call me copper
I've been stolen once or twice
Please don’t bother me tonight

[Outro]
I wish you well
From the Wishing well
Throw me in
Wish me well

Broken Noose:

[Intro] 
Am I alone yet?
Good
Let's begin

[Verse 1]
Still doing drugs even though I don’t like them
Light another cigarette as my lungs tighten
Can’t drown it out
There ain't enough liquor
Maybe just enough to make it end quicker
Fuck it all
Drink it all anyways
I don't need a liver
Already shut it down with all those pills it's been delivered
Habits sticking to me like a magnet
Quite the opposite
I attract what I lack
So I dwell in it

[Hook]
I tried to cope
And I tied my rope
Noose, noose, noose
Let it loose, loose, loose
Kick the chair or let it go
I can’t choose, choose, choose

 [Verse 2]
Act like the best rapper out
But been classically average with it
I ain't spectacular
It's my vernacular
If you factor in lack of accomplishments
I'm top of the leader boards
Spot looking pinnacle
Really I'm out of date
More than a box of Bionicles
Lego(Let go) I'm losing it
Pieces don’t ever fit
Always irrelevant
I'll drink to bury it

Oops I meant drown it
Probably do both and pretend it's what better is
I'm dreaming feverish
Chase after fever hits
Make me feel like what I do only matters if…

I'm popping off like the fourth of the seventh
So I'm drinking fifths
Taking eighths to find heaven
Believing my angel number is eleven
But I'm devilish
Call me a daemon

[Hook]
I tried to cope
And I tied my rope
Noose, noose, noose
Let it loose, loose, loose
Kick the chair or let it go
I can’t choose, choose, choose

[Verse 3]
Fuck it
I'm going all in with the sinning
And living my life's been thrown in the bin
The kind that takes waste
But my wasted mind 
Always chasing lines
But never wait in 'em
Cause I'm patient mmm
Slurred my words again
I'm impatient then 
If it matters man
I'm a man of my word
So I'll try getting better
But copings Most Dope
When I'm looking for lesser

Way out of my mind
And the line matches too
If I'm out of pocket
Hope these patches will do
I'm taking my time
But the bills are still due
I know it's a sign
But it's all I can do

Chase the Golden Goose

Golden Goose:

What's there left to lose
Walk these miles in my shoes
Changing angles and the views
A better me
A better truth
What's there left to lose
Walk these miles in my shoes
Changing angles and the views
A better me

Changing angles and the views
A better me

I thought I knew

[Intro]
Heh, nah I don’t need any of that
Nah, I got caffeine whisky nicotine and the weed
But you're all I need

Fuck a doctor anyway

[Hook]
Moonlight
Alright
Take it in and let's get higher
Moonlight
Alright
Let it in and let's get higher

[Verse 1]
I admire the fact you even thought of moi
Be my rock or the beam I try to find balance on
Valid for once
Paladin armor on me
Only if you got my back like you oughta
I thought I bought a way out of all my problems
Oh what a dishonor
All my valor fell right off of me
And bounced right back off
I've been fiending to be talk of the town
But only specters around
So I'm the king of ghosts
If only of these lonely shadows over the ground
If you’re lost come get found
I'm a zealot for being jealous
I'll keep you safe and sound and dress you all in Margiela
Make you say "what a fella"
Til you go telling all your friends about my issues
And how I can’t solve em

I got it

[Bridge]
Caffeine 
Nicotine
Whiskey 
And the weed
Maybe you’re my morphine
You are all I need

[Hook]
Moonlight
Alright
Take it in and let's get higher
Moonlight
Alright
Let it in and let's get higher

[Outro]
Got what I got and I'll take it all
Til the bottom of the bottle and my courage falls
Don't bother me if you care at all
If I want it then I want it now
Got what I got and I'll take it all
Til the bottom of the bottle and my courage falls
Don't bother me if you care at all
If I want it then I want it now
Got what I got and I'll take it all
Til the bottom of the bottle and my courage falls
Don't bother me if you care at all
If I want it then I want it now
Got what I got and I'll take it all
Til the bottom of the bottle and my courage falls
Don't bother me if you care at all
If I want it then I want it now

Even if I pave my way to hell
Oh well

[Hook]
Begging
Will you
Be my babydoll
Maybe
We can make it after all
Begging
Will you
Be my babydoll
Maybe
We can make it after all

(I asked you to listen)

[Verse 1]
I've been in need of saving
But I'm not the type to take it
I can’t ask for help
My hands are tied
And I got used to saying things like:
"I'm just fine"
But if were truthful I've been lying
And lying awake under covers
Scared to take
Monsters under my bed
Turn demons all in my head
Voices I don’t actually hear
Whisper buzzing in my ear
Shed a tear for all the years
That I spent cradled by my fears
So if I'm terrified to tell you why
Why you asking?
Find a different line
If I hung up
Don’t redial
I did it for a reason
I just need the peace
And all this pressures building steam
Thought I let it out of me
We did that back on track 3
Looks like things just ain't what they seem

[Hook]
Begging
Will you
Be my babydoll
Maybe
We can make it after all
Begging
Will you
Be my babydoll
Maybe
We can make it after all

(Okay so Look)

[Verse 1]
I can’t get it right
There's too little light
Will you remove this shade
And slip me out of these chains
I've been drawing on cave walls
And shouting through great halls
But it's always fantastical 
Til I shake up what's critical
Spare some change for the pitiful
Tried to take while the till was full
Panic state when they bill me for
All these things I've been saving for
Gravely sure what the cradles for
But can you birth me into a safer world
And maybe spawn with a greater sword
Cause I don’t think I can face it
Lord
Shake me down to my aching core
Call me faker than manticores
Criticize me for my vocal chords
And make me feel even less than my values worth
Open up some old wounds and give me some newer words
That's all I ask for

[Outro]
Put me on display
I'm your babydoll
I guess we didn’t make it
Af-ter
All

[Intro]
Looklooklook Aye Aye
Aye
Excuse me
I feel like floating

[Verse 1]
Brilliantly gifted
Still chemically stilted
Til wicks burn out quick
It's all business and clinics
Been this kid always
An unending hallway
Took solace in knowledge
That I'm not the only
Lonely one with bills past due
Been choking on my paranoia
Show me I'm not ill
I trust ya
But that don’t give me serotonin
Wrote off like an expense
My worth less than a sixpence
"Tendo did you pen this?"
Yes
But that's just common sense
Just like I won’t get that rich
Probably never see them M's
But millions do nothing if I don’t know how to invest still
Poverty caves my chest
I'm hungry
But I digress
My
Stomach keeps on growling 
Like a bunch of unfed and neglected pets
Will you let me reflect?
I've been private like jets
But I realize that’s isolation
More than its defense

[Hook]
If you wait a little longer
My mood might swing again
So I'm moving forward
Will you take me by the hand
If you wait a little longer
My mood might swing again
So I'm moving forward
Will you take me by the hand

[Verse 2]
Slapshot for the hat trick
But I couldn’t even get one in
No Gretzky
I'm on broke skis
And this ice is getting thin
And cold
Stuck in place
I froze
I don’t like this pose I hold
Can someone hit the greenlight?
Tell me it's okay to go
No
I don’t think I'll fold
Finally got a hand that I can play
Think it's worth them higher stakes
Greed me chase higher rates
If I get the chance at heaven's gates
They'd probably slam in my face
But Imma get through this hell 
Wait
Atlas the world
Whatever it takes

[Hook]
If you wait a little longer
My mood might swing again
So I'm moving forward
Will you take me by the hand
If you wait a little longer
My mood might swing again
So I'm moving forward
Will you take me by the hand

[Bridge]
Well I thought by 28
Maybe all these things would change
All I earned was extra range
And a couple thousand wasted days
Yeah I thought by 28
Maybe I'd be on my way
All I know is mono-grey
Color drained out of my face

[Verse 3]
Pisces by birth
Suspicious by nature
If I'm such a fish
Why's it feel like I'm drowning?
Shouldn't I float when shits overwhelming?
Head above water
I'm treading
I'm dreading
I know
You’re over me being upsetting
I hope
I don’t wind up forgetting
So maybe that's why I'm always forgiving
Everyone but myself
I tried
And it ain't working
I promise I'm trying to see 'me' as more worthy
I hope my mama is proud that she birthed me
Nurtured my nature
Gave me nomenclature
She told me I'm special
But life Said just wait-
Your-
Turn-

Well Damn

Like a page in a book
I can change up my outlook
The ending won’t change
Til I back up and confront
Uncomfortable truths 
I've been staying aloof
Played it loose like a tooth
Then I found ways to lose
Get a clue like I'm Sherlock
So then I can unlock
Whatever's been blocking my way to the tip top
Happy I'm living
Glad I stopped the pill pop
I'm on to better thoughts
Thank god for hip-hop

[Outro]
Let me get it out of my head
So I Can move
On to some better days
Let me get it out of my head
So I Can move
On to some better days
Better days

[Intro]
I really tried
Holding on to everything important
An letting go of what's not
But I learned
What's important to me is all I've got

[Hook]
Someday
I won't feel so sad
And you'll be
Right beside me still
I hope
I don’t make you mad
When I tell you
I'm a bitter pill to take

(This is the part where I pour my heart out)

[Verse]
I can’t wait
I'm anxious
Let me at it already
I'm so sick of getting pissed
When I just can’t admit
That I'm falling or I'm failing
Either way can you come save me?
Ain't no way that I can make it
When I'm staring down at pavement
Wanna take off and fly
Cause I don’t wanna die
Not anymore
I'm pretty sure that I can be somebody in this life
For now
And that's really all that matters
But I'm still so terrified of that rut 
That I dug up out of
Think I found all my boundaries
Now I know how to bound em
Clear em in a single leap 
Like I got 'S' up in the torso crease
If I use some elbow grease
Maybe I can earn a piece
Of what I think I'm worth
Value turned to fantasy
I know that's only fiction though
Real life's always at my throat
And trust me
I'm running out of ways to cope
With feeling hopeless
Like my life's a joke
Waiting for the punchline
When I thought of something else
I should ask for help

[Hook]
Someday
I won't feel so sad
And you'll be
Right beside me still
I hope
I don’t make you mad
When I tell you
I'm a bitter pill to take


[Bridge]
I'm a bitter pill 
You’re beside me still
Please don’t get too mad
If I still get sad

[Outro] 
Think I found all my boundaries
Now I know how to bound em
Clear em in a single leap
But first I gotta
I gotta
Think I found all my boundaries
Now I know how to bound em
Clear em in a single leap
But first I gotta get some
Think I found all my boundaries
Now I know how to bound em
Clear em in a single leap
I-
I-
Think I found all my boundaries
Now I know how to bound em
Clear em in a single leap
But first I gotta get some sleep

[Intro]
I think I get it now
An, uh, to anyone that's stuck around
Thank you

[Hook]
Last time I closed my eyes 
You all left before I opened them
Thought an open mind
Could keep you closer than
Last time I closed my eyes 
You all left before I opened them
Thought an open mind
Yeah, I thought an open mind

(Let me talk a bit before I get out if here)
[Verse]
Wonder why I thought I'd grow up to be so special
It's not like it ain't official
All I own is my initials
J for jumping off of things
Only cause you’re asking me
M cause maybe if I manifest it 
It'll show up right in front of me
A cause I'm an asshole
Whether conscious or through subtlety  
And O cause I'm the only person I hate more than apathy
Motherfucker
Please stop asking me
I don’t want the sympathy
Cause trust me I've been cursed with feeling empathy
For those that rather see me six feet
Rest in peace
If the reaper catches me
Will you come and visit me?
I know I push your buttons
It ain't like you’re even testing me
I think I found the recipe for pushing friends away from me
I'll eat when it's safe to eat
All I see is feeding frenzy
It ain't sink or swim
When all these sharks keep tryna circle me
All I hear is "work with me"
But blur the lines
And try to read
Cause maybe if it's supposed to 
It'll work out pretty easily
All I needs an easy beat
The rest I do it naturally
Words keep flowing casually
So let me know who's after me
Cause I ain't hard to follow
Ain't a leader
I pretend to be

If the room is empty
Then maybe it's time to leave

But first dance with me

[Hook]
Last time I closed my eyes 
You all left before I opened them
Thought an open mind
Could keep you closer than
Last time I closed my eyes 
You all left before I opened them
Thought an open mind
Yeah, I thought an open mind

[Outro spoken over hook]
Mmmm man!
Sometimes it just, uh, really feels good to get it out of you
You know..get it off your chest

So uh, with that being said

For everyone that's ever doubted me

Listen

Fuck you

[Intro]
When does running it down
Turn to running down
Turn to breaking down

And it all goes full circle

[Verse 1]
Line it out in chalk
And see if you can bring it back
Here's a Phoenix Down
If it's magic that you lack
Saw a pretty town 
And I had to Paint It Black
Made it match my heart and lungs
So it'd love me back
Matter of fact
It could get me on track
More than lyrically
I can mean it in fact
The feeling's all wrong
If I'm water
I'm brackish
An ocean full of codes
I can’t crack it
Bet on it
I'm fed off it
And fed up with
The loss of all the possibilities
That passed me by while I was
Chasing comfort only
Homie
Don’t act like you know me
Cause we chop it up in DMs
You ain't been here for the demons 
And
All them restless PMs
But
I'll address it only once
And we can chalk it up to even
There won’t be need in repeating
And I mean it

[Hook]
Yeah, I ain't a fan of karma
And chasing luck is gonna harm ya
Wait your turn and you're a goner
Run it down and it gets harder
Yeah, I ain't a fan of karma
And chasing luck is gonna harm ya
Wait your turn and you're a goner
Run it, Run it down

[Verse 2]
Running everywhere cause I don’t have the heart to face it
If you can hear me clear enough
Then can you leave it vacant?
I don’t got the space to rent to you
Or really anyone
I'm running out of ways to say
"I'm sorry I don’t say enough"
Talk what you want but I block what I drop
I'm not a bot I can stop when I want
Pop to the top then I cop what I flaunt
Ain't got a lot if you owe what you bought
Prada means a lotta nada
If you ain't got product partner
Gotta stop you when you walk the talk that don't line up with logic
Stop it

[Hook]
Yeah, I ain't a fan of karma
And chasing luck is gonna harm ya
Wait your turn and you're a goner
Run it down and it gets harder
Yeah, I ain't a fan of karma
And chasing luck is gonna harm ya
Wait your turn and you're a goner
Run it, Run it down

[Outro]
Spend a bit of time at yellow lights
Their bound to go green
Ain't no need to break the limit signs
Drive at your speed
Run it
Run it 
Run it
Down
Karma still gon' come around
Karma makes the lost get found

Stars:

[Hook]
There's
Not a cloud in sight
So
Why am I feeling grey tonight?
If I
Wish I may I might
Feel better in the morning light

[Verse 1]
Tomorrow brings another thing
Will it be red will it be green?
The lights are blinding either way
I'm a coward call me dim
Or yellow
I'm such a passive fellow
Til you go pushing all my buttons
I go Othello
Wheres my Iago?
My id 
My inner ego
Is a lot like Dr. Evil
A shark with frickin' laser beams
I move and aim at anything
My ethos ruins everything
And the logos seems to disagree
With the pathos pathologically
Uh
Even if it's chasing pesos
I can’t get Deniro
I wind up with zero
Whether funds or fungibility
This isn’t fun
I'm begging please
Can you send a hero?
I'll even take a Nero
Like Pidgeotto over Fearow
I fear
Oh woe
I'm being picked over
Like a clover with three leaves
I'm one short forever
If I hold my breath
Maybe life will just start -
Press that one level one
This time I'll select it better

[Hook]
There's
Not a cloud in sight
So
Why am I feeling grey tonight?
If I
Wish I may I might
Feel better in the morning light

[Bridge]
How I wonder what you are
Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder what you are
Like a diamond in the sky

How I
Wonder
What You
Are
Like a diamond watch it fall

Falling:

[Bridge 2]
Fallen, fallen little star
How far you've come
How close you got
Comet coming 
Watch it burn
Maybe if you make a wish
Your luck will turn
Unless you burn

[Verse 2]
If you're calling, call me Lucifer 
I'm fallen but I'll light it up for you
When it's dark and hard to tell which way to go
I'll let you know
Cause when we say 
That they all float down south
Word is bond
Won't let you drown
Won’t let you sink down to the
Bottom of the drink
What the fuck you think?
When I go guru it means I go through
What you know you don't owe debt to
If it threats you
I'll protect you
Pull out tecs
And they go gyat too
They go Skylark
I go Vicky
Fuck with mine and it gets icky
If the situations sticky
My goldfish make you wish
Even plead
That we'd leave
That begging that you bleed 
Brings me back to three leaves
That bad luck
No genie
And you know
Aladdin's only Disney
So it's back up in the lamp I go
Wanna sleep a century
Insomnia keeps fighting me
I guess its restless nights for thee
If I keep hitting, pressing snooze
I'll end up in a cemetery 
Geeze
Jesus Christ
I'm asking please
I could use some sleep
I've been missing dreams

[Hook Reprise]
There's
Not a cloud in sight
So
Why am I feeling grey tonight?
If I
Wish I may I might
Feel better in the morning light