Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Outta thin air, it's all in my head
(Nobody Cares)
(Nobodies there)
I got locks on my heart and I lost the key
(Like it used to be there)
When the clock never starts, what does time even mean
(Life, it used to be fair)
At world's end would you search for me
A pearl cleansed with uncertainty
Let it serpentine
Let the snake become me
Ouro and boros in one piece
Find the crack in the porcelain
Ain't a corporate thing
When the course is green
Hope for albatross
Really anything to keep the bogey off
It's the par for me

[Hook]
Rip a part of me
Tear it out me
Let the heartache bleed
So remorsefully
Rip a part of me
Tear it out me
Let the heartache bleed
So remorsefully

[Verse 2]
Back to take the stage
Last act got pretty strange
Like a rat stuck in the maze
I'm a puppet in a play
Been pulling strings like I run the kitchen
But it's just the backend
Yes my web is stranded
I'm Miles from parking
My morale's been Petered out
If I fall to my knees ain't no hero that's landed
All my peers have disbanded
Abandoned like they planned it
The panic hasn't set in
But the fear is more clear
"Here he is, there's the bandit"
Taking hearts, so romantic
'Til it ends in Titanic
And Jack has to take it
No room on the door
So it ends like Atlantis

[Hook]
Rip a part of me
Tear it out of me
Let the heartache bleed
So remorsefully

[Outro]
R.I.P to nobody
(To nobody)
R.I.P to nobody
(To nobody)
If I'm just a nobody
Why do I still feel anything?
At all
Go numb
(If I'm just a nobody
Why do I feel anything?
Anything)
At all
Go numb

(Tendo motherfucker)
(Sought out to escape from his prison)

[Verse]
Let me wax poetic
If we lack regretting
We can crack the ceiling
Whether glass or feeling
No, I'm not a therapist
But I can try my very best 
To crack into that chest of yours
And find out why it's so appealing
(What's the deal?)
(Why the long face?)
Thought you'd get used to all these long days
Let it fade
No room for headspace
But I can automate a way to keep the peak away
Maybe keep the red at bay
(Aye)
Let's explore
What's a loop if not a tour
Proper protocol, procedure
If you're worried let me lead you
To the promised land
Or at least where beasts are hoarding
Promise what I can
Like it's Easter and I'm mourning
Jesus Christ I've died like twice
And I'm sick of resurrection
If the crucifix isn't quick
I'll never pass inspection
What the heck, or maybe hell
Either way it's at my neck 
And I ain't doing very well
I know it's easier to tell
These days seem fake
Nightmares and headaches
Migraines with no breaks and twelve wakes til payday
Hope the rapture comes Friday
Let the week end for my sake
No heaven at my gate
No food left on my plate
No scraps if you're hungry
No bad day could replace the worst way to dig graves
(And I've been lonely)
Let the space fill the air waves
While I feel up my lungs
Hold my breath for an escape
Let it slide like it's on skates
Been on ice
I need a mayday
Or a medic if you think the water's safe

[Outro]
(Just Keep Swimming)
(Just Keep Swimming)
(Just Keep Swimming)
(Just Keep Swimming)
(There is so very much to learn)
(Just Keep Swimming)
(Just Keep Swimming)
(Just Keep-)

[Hook]
Full of it 
Full of it 
Full of it all
Heart made of coal
Made a fool of us all
Who woulda
Who woulda
Who woulda known?
Jester, the joker, the throne made of -
Full of it 
Full of it 
Full of it all
Heart made of coal
Made a fool of us all
Who woulda
Who woulda
Who woulda known?
Jester, the joker, the throne made of gold

[Verse 1]
I used to have a full heart
But it grew apart
Now I bark at the full moon
When the panic starts
When the wolf's out
It's the ruder part
If it's too toothed
Maybe it ain't smart
Feeling too true
Like the puzzle worked
Feelings ballooned
I can see it burst
Breaking point, pumping toxins in
He can fake the joy, not the oxygen
No he ain't a toy
Just the box he's in
He can make the ploy with a hand extended
But it's only noise 'til the problems ended
Penning it in turning lead into ink
No benefit in letting him overthink
If it's permanent then let the other him sink

[Hook]
Full of it 
Full of it 
Full of it all
Heart made of coal
Made a fool of us all
Who woulda
Who woulda
Who woulda known?
Jester, the joker, the throne made of -
Full of it 
Full of it 
Full of it all
Heart made of coal
Made a fool of us all
Who woulda
Who woulda
Who woulda known?
Jester, the joker, the throne made of gold

(Alright cut that shit)

[Verse 2]
Drums drop like my heart rate
When the thumbs locked but the pulse ain't
When the arps climb, but the hope can't
These are dark times, here's a Band-Aid
Just the Clark kind, no alter ego
This art of mine, my spirit bleeding
Summer Wars: avatar deleted
What's the winter for if the stock ain't freezing
Spring up like 'About time'
Then I fall back on my old ways
Ring up, get a dead line
I don't call back 'til the holidays
If at all if I'm feeling grey
No I'm not okay today
Thanks for asking then it's back to basking
In the woe is me and I'll stay this way

[Hook]
Full of it 
Full of it 
Full of it all
Heart made of coal
Made a fool of us all
Who woulda
Who woulda
Who woulda known?
Jester, the joker, the throne made of -
Full of it 
Full of it 
Full of it all
Heart made of coal
Made a fool of us all
Who woulda
Who woulda
Who woulda known?
Jester, the joker, the throne made of gold

(He opened his heart to darkness)
Soon to be completely eclipsed
Welcome oblivion)

[Hook]
Tendo why you heartless?
(Nah, listen listen listen
I don't give a fuck about what it used to be)
Tendo-
Tendo why you heartless
(I don't care how it should be
I'm just gonna tell you how it is)
T-Tendo
Tendo why you heartless
My life has made me nauseous 
I'm cautious and I'm carefree at the same time
What's it costing
Tendo went and lost it
Yeah, no shit I'm off it
Outta pocket with a mean streak
Just a landmine with no target

[Verse 1]
Blacked out then I came back
Locked in where's the game map
No marker to lead
That's better for me
I'm on target
Bitch I'm heartless
I will tear throats out regardless
If it's boss fight or its harmless
What a nice night let us bomb it
Closed fist get the business
And I'm real pissed
Better finish
What you started
Hear the drama
Get the DJ screaming karma
Look out below
It's Geronimo 
Popping off the roof
See who flies the farthest
Pull the gloves out
Fuck the fame and clout
We can drop 'em too
See who hits the hardest

[Hook]
Tendo why you heartless
My life has made me nauseous 
I'm cautious and I'm carefree at the same time
What's it costing
Tendo went and lost it
Yeah, no shit I'm off it
Outta pocket with a mean streak
Just a landmine with no target

[Verse 2]
This that piano beat
My Dababy thing
If I switch it up
Keep the pace with me
If they zig we zag
Keep it swisher sweet
When it's tit for tat smoking anything
On wax, better nail that
Or it bond tax
Where's the bail at
Red dot and that white chalk
For the blue bloods and the yellow-bellied
Envy green with the silver screen
If the hue floods then the shade too heavy

[Hook]
Tendo why you heartless
My life has made me nauseous 
I'm cautious and I'm carefree at the same time
What's it costing
Tendo went and lost it
Yeah, no shit I'm off it
Outta pocket with a mean streak
Just a landmine with no target

[Bridge]
No more heart 
So i had to take a few
Lore tore apart 
So I had to make it new 
No more heart 
So i had to take a few
Lore tore apart 
So I had to make it new 

[Bridge 2]
(I ain't gotta heart
All there is is a hole 
Where it used to be
Been abusing me
Always using-) 
I ain't gotta heart
All there is is a hole 
Where it used to be
Been abusing me
Always using me
I ain't gotta heart
All there is is a hole 
Where it used to be
Been abusing me
Always using me

[Outro]
(I ain't got a heart
All I got is a hole 
But I'm used to it
So fuck it)

(What do you hope to accomplish
Do not deny you fear)

[Hook]
Bitch I
Need a new heart
Wish I
Had a new, had a-
Bitch I
Want a new heart
(Heal)

[Verse 1]
Hydroplaning watch me slide
Hope I catch a break in time
I don't follow dotted lines
Maybe this is just that fate of mine
Faded mind
But that's fine
Jaded blind
Don't ask why
Not like I could tell you
Even if I fucking knew you
That's what I get for trying again
Cake in my face
Don't know why I'm waiting
Pacing in place
Like I'm going my way
No way
Nowhere fast
And time gets faster still
I didn't agree to this deal
Tired of climbing uphill
If I did what it takes
Could I still make a case
Like I promise I'd stay
But you'd still be okay
And I'm still out of place
I'll get by if I scrape
If it's minimum wage or I hustle for pay
Balls in my court
So at this stage think I'm gonna play
At my age I'm still a boy
What I tell myself anyways

[Hook]
Bitch I
Need a new heart
Wish I
Had a new, had a-
Bitch I
Want a new heart
Why's this
So hard

[Verse 2]
Sorry again
What did I do
Pardon me then
Wish that I knew
Communication never been my best trait
Elucidated but it still won't make sense
Dollars spending faster than I make 'em
Hard to push it when the limits breaking
I'm out of coins with the princess waiting
I can't avoid that continue screen
Fought my demons 
But they hit me harder
Thought smooth talk
Could make them barter
Laid me prone
Knew I shouldn't bother
Going ghost 
Another drop in water
Kicking the bucket
I'm sick of above it
Wait at the faucet
But nothing is coming
What'd you expect when you blew out the budget
Just what you get when you're too broke to touch it

[Hook]
Bitch I
Need a new heart
Wish I
Had a new, had a-
Bitch I
Want a new heart
Why's this
So hard

[Outro]
I need a new heart
(I need it, I need it)
Could you please find me
(I need it, I need it)
I need a new heart
(I need it, I need it)
Could you please find me
(I need it, I need it)

(And all so ends)

[Verse 1]
Case closed
He's a dead man
Get the squad on the line
Caught with red hands
Hold your fire
What's the game plan
Does he get the choir or the trash can
Let me know
Cause the aim ain't steady 
Don't you let him go
I can get it ready
Off the blindfold
So he knows it's deadly
Don't you stop now
'Til he's dead and buried

[Hook]
Below the ground
My days are waning
No I don't need praying
Keep it for someone worth saving
Below the ground
My days are waning
No I don't need praying
Keep it for someone worth saving

[Verse 2]
Stick and stones always broke my bones
But the words hurt too
And I know you knew
With your virtues brutal
Took it farther too
Did it further you
Burn a bridge
Did it ferry to
Any loosened tooth
Fill the cavity
Drill it through and through
Charge a packing fee 
Keep it past its due
So the past and me
I don't ship it, dude
Finder's tax
And I'm keeping that
I don't want shit back 
But I'm bound to ask
For anything that can meet my needs
See I'm fiendishly after greedy things
If it's greasing palms
I can pass it off
Like I'm shaking hands with a confidant
If it's stealing alms 
Then I'm not above
Breaking plates or pans
Getting what I want

[Bridge]
(Six feet, six feet, six six feet)
The deeper the cut, the longer the bleed
Let it all out, it won't matter to me
(Six feet, six feet, six six Feet)
The deeper the cut, the longer the bleed
Let it all out, it won't matter to me
(Six Six Six feet)

[Bridge 2]
Below the ground
My days are waning
No I don't need praying
Keep it for someone worth saving
Below the ground
My days are waning
No I don't need praying
Keep it for someone worth saving

[Verse 3]
I swear to god
I didn't mean to hurt myself
Since seventeen, ignored my mental health
Presently, guess I'm reaping what I sowed
Reaper please, can you tell me is this hell
If it is I'll just play the hand I'm dealt
Trap card, but I played it on itself
Back board, Imma need another foul
Free throw but in real life
Knees broke, out of bounds twice
We know, yeah that sounds right
Femur broke at the goal line
Low life in the low light
If the gutter fits, guess it's home right
Nomad, it ain't that bad
If the slipper fits after midnight

[Outro]
(Six feet, six six six feet) 
(Six feet, six six six feet) 
(Six feet, six feet, six feet)
(Six feet, six feet, six six feet)
Below the ground

Better
What is better really ever better than?
Is it beating them?
Well then I need to know, no tell me, who is them?
Is them just some boogeymen wrapped up in some scaly skin hiding under beds or biding time below the barren staircase waiting humbly for their day that I might slip up change my shape and start to shed my sin?
Is better besting every feat? 
As if I've been the only bee beseeched with being 'bove and never 'neath the branch on top the tallest trees, by these I mean the very peak.
Is better being maybe just a slightly brighter, yes less dim and bitter host?
Well then I hope I've been the least impressive ghost you seem to know, and lo, though those gasps forego the need to tell me I still glow, that sullen sallow ghast proposes I still lack the prose.
If better isn't there nor here could it maybe be in beating this addiction to the beers?
It isn't those? Then surely these. 
That THC or nicotine, geez, even caffeine turned me somewhat fiend. 
Okay please, I can't deceive, my teeth are sweet, I just have needs, it only feeds the cavities.
It seems I crave the things I weave into a tapestry of dopamine.

Better
Fuck
Better
No

Goes to show you only know how much you don't when you're far from shore and overboard you’re thrown then left to float.
Stop the horde.
Save the Lord.
Cause better must mean in the sword.
This pen begins..
Begins…
Begins again.
I'm still so short on formal words, 
This former business..
For the birds
I'd fly the coup if I was sure they wouldn't find me first.
The demons in my mind that I've been denying, not the birds of course.
I've been better
And I've been better
If you can't tell between them
There's subtext 'twixt the letters
Since it's been forever, and I'm not sure how shallow this devil bit 
It could be the death of me
I won't hold my breath for resurrection 
Resurrection
This phoenix has risen
Its early, still prisoned
But daylight has broken, I see it through prisms
Mindset more mindful
Mind you, also more practiced
 pragmatically tactful
Dogmatic and factual I still hold the fault
I mean, blame on thee
But guilty, I won’t be
So maybe better actually means
Better than…
Me